Letters To and From Spirit

On accepting my part

Oct 11, 2023

On accepting my part

Spirit, Please help me. I am receiving a lot of information from you about how to work with emotions and ways that I can be truly helpful. I continue to notice fear...

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On feeling defensive

Oct 10, 2023

On feeling defensive

Spirit, Please help me. I notice how often my split mind is jumping to the conclusion that I must defend myself in some way. I understand that this is the ego thought system...

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On purpose

Oct 9, 2023

On purpose

Spirit, Please help me. I am interested in remembering what everything is for, and not assigning my own meaning and purpose to what I see. I’d like to be able to remember to...

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On feeling like a murderer

Oct 6, 2023

On feeling like a murderer

Spirit, Please help me. I have been dealing with an invasive species of insect, and my instructions on how to be normal in the dream are to destroy any of these insects that...

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On procrastination

Oct 5, 2023

On procrastination

Spirit, Please help me. I know you have guided me to notice the places I am procrastinating and to allow my practice to focus in these areas. I also understand that...

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On jealousy

Oct 4, 2023

On jealousy

Spirit, Please help me. I notice moments when I feel jealous of what a brother has or is doing, and I recognize this as a disturbance of peace which I can bring to my...

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On dishonesty

Oct 3, 2023

On dishonesty

Spirit, Please help me. I notice my own dishonesty sometimes and it can be something that still really bothers me. I understand this is yet another temptation to judge...

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On blessing the body

Oct 2, 2023

On blessing the body

Spirit, Please help me. I notice that when I believe I have something “wrong” with the body it is particularly challenging for me to hand over this grievance. I seem to be...

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On happy dreams

Sep 29, 2023

On happy dreams

Spirit, I notice that my experience is increasingly more peaceful, and that it is easier to quickly catch grievances and bring them to the Light. I feel aware of the false...

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On feeling like it’s not fair

Sep 28, 2023

On feeling like it’s not fair

Spirit, Please help me. As I was practicing handing over some thoughts and feelings regarding what feels like a challenging situation, I noticed a well of sadness and...

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On saying goodbye

Sep 27, 2023

On saying goodbye

Spirit, Please help me. It has entered into my awareness that a dear friend has had to say goodbye to a young family member who has made their transition. I notice the...

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On tranquility

Sep 26, 2023

On tranquility

Spirit, I notice an increased sense of tranquility right now, and a greater ability to return to this state more quickly when something comes in to disturb my peace. I am...

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On releasing the rules of the world

Sep 25, 2023

On releasing the rules of the world

Spirit, Please help me. I see you are helping me to let go of my beliefs in the rules and laws of the world to which ego has me cling. I recognize the part of my mind which...

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On allowing rest

Sep 22, 2023

On allowing rest

Spirit, Please help me. I notice sometimes I struggle to allow myself to rest, even when I sense that it would be most helpful. It is like sometimes I have a hard time...

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On synchronicities

Sep 21, 2023

On synchronicities

Spirit, I see so many synchronicities around me, and I recognize them as evidence that all is one and all is working together for good. I feel grateful for the experience of...

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On handing over my day

Sep 20, 2023

On handing over my day

Spirit, Please help me. I wish to make no decisions on my own today. I do not know what anything is for, and I prefer to be happy rather than “right.” Please help me to have...

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On seeing chaos around me

Sep 19, 2023

On seeing chaos around me

Spirit, Please help me. I find myself in a situation that seems chaotic. I have been pleased with my ability to remember my practice as this seems to happen, but I do notice...

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On facing fear

Sep 18, 2023

On facing fear

Spirit, Please help me. I understand I am being called to face fear and the many forms in which it seems to come up. I am very aware of many forms of fear that I seem to...

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On inertia

Sep 15, 2023

On inertia

Spirit, Please help me. I notice sometimes a sense of inertia, like I am not moving in any direction and have nothing in me to get me going. I feel this today, and I am...

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On illness and suffering

Sep 14, 2023

On illness and suffering

Spirit, Please help me. I see forms of illness and suffering and I am tempted to feel sad and hopeless. I do not wish to deny that which I or others seem to be experiencing....

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On changing guidance

Sep 13, 2023

On changing guidance

Spirit, I notice my guidance changing often lately. For a couple weeks I feel guided to use a particular magic, and then that fades and new guidance comes and directs me to...

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On blessing my brothers

Sep 12, 2023

On blessing my brothers

Spirit, Please help me to extend love and blessings out to all my brothers in Christ. I’d like to remember that all are one, and that every encounter is a holy encounter....

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On seeing only Love

Sep 11, 2023

On seeing only Love

Spirit, Please help me. I know that when I want only Love I will see nothing else. I also know that you have taught me to focus my practice on any moments where I am tempted...

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On grieving the little self

Sep 8, 2023

On grieving the little self

Spirit, I am noticing what seems to be a grief process that I am moving through. I notice myself moving between emotions of anger, sadness, and acceptance, and it all seems...

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On feeling rejected

Sep 7, 2023

On feeling rejected

Spirit, Please help me. I notice that feeling rejected is the type of feeling that I have accepted as an identity. When it has become activated in my awareness, I can...

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On fighting myself

Sep 6, 2023

On fighting myself

Spirit, Please help me to not fight myself. I notice the temptation to be frustrated with and judge myself due to some grievances that I seem resistant to give up. I also...

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On being kind

Sep 5, 2023

On being kind

Spirit, Please help me. I’d like to be more kind and loving to all those I am called to interact with throughout my days. I notice grievances that I cling to that seem to...

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On false identifications

Sep 4, 2023

On false identifications

Spirit, Please help me. I notice false identities that I cling to and that block my function as the light of the world. I notice that some roles and feelings are so familiar...

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On being truly helpful

Sep 1, 2023

On being truly helpful

Spirit, Please help me to be truly helpful. I notice right now I do not want anything other than this. I am not interested in following ego temptations about what to do and...

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On having preferences

Aug 31, 2023

On having preferences

Spirit, Please help me. I am noticing preferences I have, and they seem to be examples of special love and special hate. I like this one, I don’t like this one. You have...

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On allowing gratitude

Aug 30, 2023

On allowing gratitude

Spirit, Please help me. I understand your guidance to me to allow more gratitude in my practice, and your promise to help me if I am willing. I am willing to be helped with...

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On irritation

Aug 29, 2023

On irritation

Spirit, Please help me. I notice my self becoming irritated with my guidance and situations that I seem to find my self in. The irritation with you and my guidance feels...

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On nervousness

Aug 28, 2023

On nervousness

Spirit, Please help me. I notice I am nervous, and I recognize this as a disturbance of peace to bring to you for repurposing. My dream character is often nervous, but I...

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On releasing sadness

Aug 25, 2023

On releasing sadness

Spirit, Please help me. I notice a lot of sadness coming up to be released. You have helped me with this feeling before, and I have written about my tendency to get lost in...

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On asking for help

Aug 24, 2023

On asking for help

Spirit, Please help me. I am confused. I feel you guiding me to ask for help, and I’m curious why I would be guided to ask for help from a dream character when I already...

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On saying no

Aug 23, 2023

On saying no

Spirit, Please help me. My dream character struggles sometimes with saying “no.” I’ve noticed this when my guidance from you is to say no to something. I can see I am more...

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On trusting God’s plan

Aug 22, 2023

On trusting God’s plan

Spirit, I notice I am experiencing an increased trust in God’s plan for salvation, and I wish to bring this sense to you so we can look at it together. My peace is not...

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On debilitating pain

Aug 21, 2023

On debilitating pain

Spirit, Please help me. I feel lost when it comes to debilitating pain. I see the insanity of my mind in these moments, as I begin to question why this is happening. It is...

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On trying to figure it out

Aug 18, 2023

On trying to figure it out

Spirit, Please help me. I notice the part of me who is trying to figure something out. I notice I am still tempted into engaging with this more than I would like. I know you...

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On feeling cringey

Aug 17, 2023

On feeling cringey

Spirit, Please help me. I notice sometimes I cringe at the actions of myself or others. It’s as if sometimes I get so uncomfortable and embarrassed for others, and for what...

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On feeling hopeless

Aug 16, 2023

On feeling hopeless

Spirit, Please help me. I sense a temptation to feel hopeless about a situation in my life. I do not deny the feeling and the seeming experience, but I bring it to you so we...

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On painful memories

Aug 15, 2023

On painful memories

Spirit, Please help me. Sometimes painful memories come up in my awareness, and I’d like to make sure I am looking at them with your interpretation. I do not wish to make it...

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On being stubborn

Aug 14, 2023

On being stubborn

Spirit, Please help me. I’m noticing how I can sometimes stubbornly cling to a judgment or belief I hold, even when I sense clear guidance from you that it would be helpful...

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On self-judgment

Aug 11, 2023

On self-judgment

Spirit, Please help me. I notice my self-judgment. So much of it. I know all judgment is self-judgment, and you have told me it is helpful that I understand this. But...

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On fearing punishment

Aug 10, 2023

On fearing punishment

Spirit, Please help me. I notice some inspirations, some guidance, and I notice I am fearful of following due to a fear that I will be punished somehow in the dream. I know...

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On feeling tired

Aug 9, 2023

On feeling tired

Spirit, Please help me. I spend much of my time feeling really tired, and this doesn’t seem to change no matter what I seem to do. I wish to not judge this and to remember...

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On repeating cycles

Aug 8, 2023

On repeating cycles

Spirit, Please help me. I notice I seem to be repeating cycles all the time. I can see how the same “issue” cycles around and seems to show up in many different forms. It...

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On joy

Aug 7, 2023

On joy

Spirit, Please help me. I am feeling joy, and I notice the ways ego tries to tempt me away from this feeling. I notice that it will try to deny that I should feel joy while...

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On patience

Aug 4, 2023

On patience

Spirit, Please help me. I’d like to be able to embody more patience. I notice a tendency to be pushing through my days, pushing through my tasks, and I see this as evidence...

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On feeling annoyed

Aug 3, 2023

On feeling annoyed

Spirit, Please help me. I’m feeling annoyed. It is a subtle disturbance, but I know that you have told me there is no order of difficulty in miracles, and that even a sigh...

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On fear of dying

Aug 2, 2023

On fear of dying

Spirit, Please help me. Sometimes I notice something wrong with the body, and I become very fearful of the body dying. I know that I am not the body, and what I really am...

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On specialness

Aug 1, 2023

On specialness

Spirit, Please help me. I notice moments in which I am seeing myself or someone else as special, and I’d like to make sure I am looking at this with you. I know you have...

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On delaying

Jul 31, 2023

On delaying

Spirit, Please help me. I notice that I am delaying, and I see how much of what I “do” here is symbolic of putting space between myself and the solution. I see “evidence”...

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On disruption

Jul 28, 2023

On disruption

Spirit, Please help me. I notice that I become very fearful and guilty if I perceive that I have disrupted something. It feels like my dream character has a tendency to be a...

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On worthiness

Jul 27, 2023

On worthiness

Spirit, Please help me. I notice the many moments in which I do not follow my guidance from you, and I feel aware that it is always connected to a sense that I am not worthy...

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On feeling lonely

Jul 26, 2023

On feeling lonely

Spirit, Please help me understand what to do about feeling lonely. I know it does not ultimately matter what I “do”, and that there is no order of difficulty in miracles....

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On body issues

Jul 25, 2023

On body issues

Spirit, Please help me. Sometimes this body has issues that seem to demand my attention. Sometimes I find I have no choice but to stop everything because the body is...

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On denying myself comfort

Jul 24, 2023

On denying myself comfort

Spirit, Please help me. I struggle to allow myself to rest, and to not feel guilty for any comfort I seek out and find. I know that God would not deny me comfort, and that...

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On judging inefficiency

Jul 21, 2023

On judging inefficiency

Spirit, Please help me. You’ve helped me to notice that I have a preference for efficiency and that inefficiency is something my dream character tends to dislike in all ways...

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On feeling shame

Jul 20, 2023

On feeling shame

Spirit, Please help me. I notice moments that I feel shame, and how badly I wish to get away from this feeling. I feel it churning in my gut and I sometimes can’t stop going...

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On the anger of others

Jul 19, 2023

On the anger of others

Spirit, Please help me to repurpose what I think I am seeing when I notice anger coming at me from an other. This triggers me, and I struggle to not take in the anger as...

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On feeling left out

Jul 18, 2023

On feeling left out

Spirit, Please help me. I notice ego tempting me with an old narrative that I am not liked and am being left out. I see it in multiple areas of my life. It is a tried and...

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On longing for God

Jul 17, 2023

On longing for God

Spirit, I feel aware of how every thought I think, every action I take, is based in a longing for God that I know is due to mistaken belief that I’ve separated from God. I...

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On wanting to be right

Jul 14, 2023

On wanting to be right

Spirit, Please help me. I notice some grievances that I hold tightly, and how part of me wishes to be right more than it wishes to be happy. I will not judge this. But I see...

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On following guidance

Jul 13, 2023

On following guidance

Spirit, Please help me. I wish to follow my guidance, and follow my guidance only. I’d like to feel clear on what is my guidance always. And I’d like to have the trust to...

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On feeling guilt over how I impact others

Jul 12, 2023

On feeling guilt over how I impact others

Spirit, Please help me step back from ego and look at this with you. I feel guilty over how I feel I am impacting others. Ego tells me I’m bad somehow, and uses any evidence...

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On creativity in the dream

Jul 11, 2023

On creativity in the dream

Spirit, I’d like to make sure I am making no decisions on my own, so I bring to you my sense that I would like to be creative in the dream. I have been feeling this more and...

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On intense discomfort

Jul 10, 2023

On intense discomfort

Spirit, Please help me. I do not understand why my experience is so intense, so often. I’m feeling so much physical discomfort, and it feels connected to fear. I am watching...

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On wanting companions

Jul 7, 2023

On wanting companions

Spirit, Please help me. I feel myself being pulled into the ego’s confusion, and I do not wish to believe it but to instead look at it with you. Part of me wants companions....

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On letting go

Jul 6, 2023

On letting go

Spirit, Please help me. I’d like to let go of the grip I think I have on this world. I’d like to let go of the desire to be in control and to be in charge of myself. Please...

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On gratitude

Jul 5, 2023

On gratitude

Spirit, Please help me with the expression of gratitude. I feel gratitude right now. Gratitude for your teachings, gratitude for the role I get to play, gratitude for all...

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On feeling the sadness of the world

Jul 4, 2023

On feeling the sadness of the world

Spirit, Sometimes I feel like I am feeling the sadness of the whole world. I’ve been able to feel it my whole life. It feels overwhelming. Like I’m not feeling just my own...

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On feeling alone

Jul 3, 2023

On feeling alone

Spirit, I don’t know how to feel like I’m not all alone. I know my self can’t really understand, but I’d like to be able to trust and feel less distressed about what seems...

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On boundaries

Jun 30, 2023

On boundaries

Spirit, Please help me. Boundaries are important, I know, and yet part of me gets confused sometimes and wonders if I am “playing victim” or “making others wrong” when I put...

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On despair

Jun 29, 2023

On despair

Spirit, Please help me. I feel I am in a cloud of despair. Sometimes this feeling consumes me. I am trying to do my practice. I am trying to watch it with you. I feel myself...

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On being seen

Jun 28, 2023

On being seen

Spirit, I notice I get worried about being seen by “others” and how they may judge me. I know this is my own projection, as there are no others and all judgment is...

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On doubt

Jun 27, 2023

On doubt

Spirit, Please help me with this doubt. I doubt myself. I doubt you. I doubt God’s plan for salvation. I doubt my own inspiration and guidance. Not always, but enough to...

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On pain

Jun 26, 2023

On pain

Spirit, Please help me. I feel pain. It scares me. I know it is not real but denying my experience of it is an unworthy form of denial. Do I ignore it? Do I breathe through...

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On being split

Jun 23, 2023

On being split

Spirit, Please help me. The evidence of my split mind makes me crazy sometimes. Part of me is so impatient, so eager to see shift and feel results. And yet another part of...

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On feeling behind

Jun 22, 2023

On feeling behind

Spirit, Please help me. I feel perpetually behind, like there is too much to do and not enough time. I know this is not true, and yet I move through my days seeing much...

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On loving myself

Jun 21, 2023

On loving myself

Spirit, I feel confused. Please help me. Should I love myself? I know I am not really the dream character Maggie, but that you have told me to be kind to her because I think...

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On auto pilot

Jun 20, 2023

On auto pilot

Spirit, I feel like I am on auto pilot. Minutes, hours, days, weeks go by. Am I even really aware? Am I paying attention? I am much too tolerant of mind wandering. I do not...

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On trust

Jun 19, 2023

On trust

Spirit, Please help me to let go of the blocks I have placed in my mind that block truth and my ability to trust. I notice part of me not fully trusting; still trying to...

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On resistance

Jun 16, 2023

On resistance

Spirit, I sense my resistance. Sometimes subtly, sometimes not so much. I notice myself turning away from the Gifts of God, delaying claiming them as my own. I notice...

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On apathy

Jun 15, 2023

On apathy

Spirit, I feel this apathy. Every morning I wake up and think “must I really do this again?” There is not much joy in my mind, not much pep in my step. I do not know what...

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On tension

Jun 14, 2023

On tension

Spirit, My body is so tense. I feel myself clenching and holding, and I can’t seem to relax. I know you tell me the body is not real but not to deny my experience of it....

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On bracing for impact

Jun 13, 2023

On bracing for impact

Spirit, Please help me to let go of the belief that something bad is coming. I feel myself bracing for impact. I feel it most of the time. I know it is evidence of false...

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On seeking

Jun 12, 2023

On seeking

Spirit, Please help me to let go of the attachment to being a separate, special self. I’m willing to have blocks in my mind removed so I may remember the truth and value my...

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On playing my part

Jun 9, 2023

On playing my part

Spirit, I’d like to play my part. I’d like to feel confident that I am playing my part. I’d like to play my part while remembering that it isn’t real and not ultimately...

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